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WANYI!

RGSSB...band no #51.......Sliver. My heart totally stopped. something was coming out from my throat, but didn't. The room let out a gasp of shock in unison. Then, it fell into a world of silence. Emotions engulfed each and every being inside there. Even I, who tried to escape. Never had I felt like that. For the past few years in choir, bronze was counted as ok. But Silver sounded so cold and void of warmth. That was my instantaneous emotion.

But after that everyone seemed to go back to normal. I guess those who were really affected were the ones who were having their only chance or their last. And most importantly, MO. I could feel that everyone had enjoyed themselves during the whole performance and no doubt that the audience was WOWed. I personally don't emo around but when i stood in the shoes of these people, I didn;t feel very nice. That was my after-thoughts (like after 10mins ).

I'm seriously supposed to be doing pt now but, aiyah...

Back to topic, I guess that the e-mail my aunt sent me was right, don't ask life "why me", but "try me". I'm sort of glad that I'm able to go through this experience as it really teaches me how to swallow even the most bitter medicines with grace(which my mum says i lack).And I suddenly feel so bonded with the seniors, this is the first time I share the same sentiments with them. Then, we can give one another support. There's this sense of bitter and sweet--ness. So mixed! So confusing:) I'm already starting to miss my directs. The "scolding"(haha, not exactly. it adds spice to my life), the Chatting. hmm...I'll be the hope for tomorrow. The sun will come out tomorow! I really leave no regrets...because we and MO enjoyed, wowed the crowd,bonded,learned, did everthing together! Passion will continue burning on like mad........ and i can't wait for the next band prac!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ok i'm getting hyper. Haha...pple you better enjoy this post as much as you can before the next one comes in a million years. And i'll only start even writing a word only if there's something worth talking about.

I LOVE RGSSB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I"LL BE THE HOPE FOR TOMORROW.

MARK MY WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!